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Below are the 25 most recent journal entries.

	2006.12.23  23.39 Another Gross Entry... Things found in Gamestop today: 1. Molded dipping dots 2. A cup full of chewing tobacco spit 3. Random food and drink containers 4. Bloody napkin of some kind (yes, it could have been a tampon) 5. A condom...gotta love it!! Mood: amused

	2006.06.22  11.36 Damn...the flight to Silithus is long So my man, John Cena, made an anchorman reference last night on Conan. This reaffirmed my love for him. :) Mood: content Music: Alt. Tabbing Currently

	2005.12.31  10.30 Shit.... This is the worst day to feel like crap....guess I'm gonna have to suck it up!!!!! Mood: sick

	2005.12.27  11.53 YAY! Randall is home until Saturday....drinking...must...happen!!! Mood: excited

	2005.12.23  08.18 They Say It's Your Birthday.... Happy Birthday Michael!!! I'm so forgetful right now so me remembering this means that it is important. :)

	2005.12.13  03.33 Tomorrow.... I will not go to my store on my off day...I don't care if people are dropping out like flies!!! :P Is it weird that my mom knows the words to the Ying Yang Twins song "Badd"? Uhh...I think so...I caught her saying..."she ain't a ho, she's just a badd bitch." It amused me to no end. Mood: cold Music: None

	2005.12.04  10.03 Love, love, love Happy Birthday Kelli!!! For what it's worth, I wouldn't have made it through this past year without you. :) /sentimental stuff

	2005.12.01  20.28 Blah... Blah...fuckin blah... Mood: blah Music: None

	2005.11.25  04.43 Yep.... Black Friday is in full swing folks....good luck!! Mood: awake Music: None

	2005.10.13  07.39 *Le Sigh* I am so tired....why can't I make myself get in the shower?!?! Ahhh!!! I have in 30 hours before today and I have 25.5 more to work this week...heh. There are people in my life who make me happy right now. To those few....you know who you are. I love all of you. TOO...MUCH...RAMBLING...bye bye now. Mood: tired Music: None

	2005.10.06  18.45 Hmmm... I want to say something but it's not my style to do so here. I need to blow off some steam. Mood: pissed off Music: None

	2005.09.27  22.13 Long Time, No Post First of all, let me just say that I hope everyone is doing swimmingly. :) I have been doing as well as possible lately. My life is a rollercoaster right now. I get good news then bad news....that's just what I've come to expect. I thought I had more important stuff to say but I guess not. This post is pointless. Oh....my character in WOW has new pants...yep..that's important. Mood: tired Music: Football of Some Sort...

	2005.08.18  19.57 I'm officially medicated... *The new meds they put me on are making me freakin insane. I kind of like it. *Tunica....this weekend....drinking...gambling....fuck yes. *There are so many people that I want to carry around in my pocket...it is so crazy. *I have to work in a hot concession stand tomorrow night...I'm not looking forward to it. If any of you are bored, please come to Wilson's jamboree game and buy some nachos. *Someone pre-order me a GBA Micro. I'll give you a hug. *I have more to say but I guess I will just leave it to myself. But I will leave you some random quotes that sum up how I'm feeling. Treat everyone with politeness, even those who are rude to you - not because they are nice, but because you are. ~Author Unknown "The friendship that can cease has never been real." - Saint Jerome I know updates and comments are sparse but hopefully it will be back to normal soon. Mood: Loopy like whoa.. Music: Matt and Danny playing Halo 2

	2005.08.03  00.00 Things I Know.... *My friends are awesome...how many friends would make purses for you or give you groceries? Mainly though they are super awesome because they always listen to my incessant rambling. *My heart gets warm fuzzies when I hear Hulk Hogan's theme song. I am a dork, I know but wrestling has been part of my life since I was a little girl and Hogan is my hero. *Mike V.'s cell phone ring tone is frightening. *I am going to Bham/Boaz to see Matt tomorrow...:) I am excited...yo. He's giving up WOW for a night to hang out with me...what does that mean? *I have been in a weird mood lately...if I act unlike myself...I am sorry. I have so much on my mind that it's slowly causing it to deteriorate. *I have flowers on my toes....Eli said..."I didn't know you had bling on your toes"...teehee...Eli said bling. *I just looked at Randall's new MySpace pics and realized that I miss that crazy fucker. *I'm pretty sure I had more stuff to write but it's all left me now....oh well Peace up...A-town down. Mood: I Suddenly Can't See... Music: Dashboard Confessional-"Ghost of a Good Thing"

	2005.07.31  10.19 I Have A Magic Computer.... *My computer is mysteriously working fine....I booted it up yesterday to listen to a CD while I was getting ready for work and all was well..it's totally weird but so is a magic cricket so yeah. *Don't really know why I'm awake right now. We didn't get in bed until almost 5 am. We went out last night and had a great time. Melissa and I haven't been drunk together in a while...it was great. I have fun as long as I'm with my friends. Oh and I've decided that Mike V. and all of the people I've met that are associated with him thus far are freakin awesome. They really took care of us last night even though they probably didn't want to. That means a lot to me. *I saw Lil Jon last night....well not really...it sure did look like him though. Oh and the other night some producer gave us his card...me and Melissa are going to be the newest female rap group...AWESOME! ;) *I need my friends today. Thank you...goodbye. Mood: nauseated Music: None

	2005.07.26  20.30 No Computer=Suck *I hate not having a computer at home. I am able to read everyone's LJ but I just can't post comments. Dammit. *I smell like an onion ring...yuck. We made homemade onion rings today...they were good but my kitchen is a mess. Dirty dishes make me sad. *I am ready to get this tattoo on my shoulder covered. Mike looked at it last night and said he could do something pretty with it. YAY!!! *Tunica-August 13th and 14th. I am uber excited. We are going to have fun. Gambling and drinking....woohoo...I'm a regular sinner. *I get to see Mr. H next week...:) Oh and it's possible that he may come this week too. Yep...I whined a little bit. I get my way with him most of the time. That makes me happy. *Good news everyone...I figure the nausea I've been suffering from lately is a definite side effect of growing a backbone. I can even make a mean face now...it's awesome. *Sorry this is so random people....I hope everyone is having a great summer and what-not. Mood: uncomfortable Music: TV

	2005.07.10  20.28 Whoa... *I had a dream the other night that worms were growing out of my hair and when I pulled them off and threw them down...they had brown blood...ewww.....weird. *So we're having a midnight opening for NCAA 2006 tomorrow night....yeah. May have a tournament..may not. If we do, I may play in it...seeing as there won't be anything else to do until midnight. *After reading Eli's entry, I realize that my feet are immune to the pain. My feet rarely hurt and I wear the worst shoes. I have a feeling that I may pay for that in the long run. My feet may fall off...wait that doesn't make sense. :p *I saw what was perhaps the worst movie ever tonight...Bewitched. No, I promise you I wasted two hours of my life. We were supposed to see Fantastic Four but that didn't work out so we opted for that....what were we thinking? *The beach was awesome but I'll be honest...I don't know how the white folk survive sunburn. I got my first sunburn and it hurt like hell. Now my skin is doing some weird thing. Matt, Danny, and Amber say that I'm like the king cobra they saw on tv. I'm going to rub against the couch in a second. Random, crazy....I love my life today. Mood: happy Music: Watching Surreal Life

	2005.07.04  01.01 Cute boys + Our Apt.=A Happy Melody :) I had to leave work early today because I felt like I was having some sort of panic attack. Light headed, nauseated, burning up, short of breath and all that jazz. I came home and went to sleep for a couple of hours. It made me feel much, much better which is good considering the beach trip is in less than 24 hours. I've been doing a lot of thinking about my life lately and what I need to do with it. I've decided to take some continuing education courses in September so that my teaching license won't expire on me. Then next year, I plan on aggressively looking for a teaching job. I feel like I've learned some tough lessons in my life and I would like to be able to share that knowledge with impressionable minds. I want to make a difference in someone's life. While I enjoy working retail, I feel like I'm simply a robot. Listening to this song makes me think of my own scars....I have an abundance of them. Nights like last night remind me that I have been deeply scarred by things that have happened in my past. I can not change the past nor would I want to because I have learned so much. I will say to you that those scars are the reasons why I react to things the way that I do. I will not apologize for who I am because I am proud of who I am....I think I try my best to be a great friend, mother, daughter, sister, manager, employee...I try my best to be a good person. One thing I'm scared of is that those people who I love the most will leave but my worst fear is that it will be my fault. My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real Mood: restless Music: Papa Roach-"Scars"

	2005.06.20  00.00 My goodness...I never realized how cold I kept it in here.... The cold temperature means that I will have the best sleep tonight...mmmmm... I had a fantastic time tonight seeing Batman for the second time and eating at Copeland's. I will give someone a super fantastic wonderful awesome gift if they score me some xanax before Tuesday. ;) Mood: cold Music: None

	2005.06.13  19.12 Randomness *Pickles and I have a love/hate relationship. On the other hand, my Sidekick and I are b.f.f. *Only in the wonderful world of rednecks (Danville) would you see a sign that read-"All 20 oz. dranks $.89. *I gave a random guy who was working on the highway my number today. See traffic was backed up on 157 so I was feeling my normal self and rolled down the window to talk to someone. His name was Brad and I called him that several times. I told him a very interesting story about pumping gas and he asked for my number. How weird. I think it's a sign of desperation. ;) ummm...Melissa...is now the right time to tell you that I gave him your number? :p *I've decided that my new mantra is that all men are shady...just pick one and make the best of it. No disappointments there. *smoochy, smoochy, huggy, huggy...love you guys....I'm out Mood: dorky Music: Toad the Wet Sprocket-"All I Want"

	2005.05.25  23.42 :) ( Happiness ) Mood: grateful Music: Rascal Flatts-"Bless the Broken Road"

	2005.05.14  23.13 Randomness.... I am nuts today....I think I'm high on sugar...I had french toast and a candy bar today. I spotted a ghost truck on the way home tonight. I have freaked myself out now....I will cry every time I have to drive home alone at night. Melissa is sick....:( I want a massage...right now..... I am making french bread pizza...yum...and I'm going to eat jalapenos with it....bigger yum. Shady people make me nauseated. Whoa...look out....the lady with the red eyes is under the bed. Mood: bouncy Music: None

	2005.04.22  22.47 It's official.... After a discussion tonight, it has been decided that the sexiest thing ever is when a guy expresses how much they love and adore a female in their life whether it be a family member, romantic interest, or friend. OMG....I would wet my pants if someone did that for me. YUM!!!! :) Mood: flirty Music: "Mad World"-Tears for Fears

	2005.04.08  23.29 Grrrr.... Some sorority chicks moved in next door about 3 nights ago and every night since then they have partied until like 6 a.m. I am going to kick me some skinny, stuck up asses. Normally I wouldn't care about shit like this but I am in a foul fuckin mood. I am going to use this aggression to better myself tomorrow. I'm going to sell the hell out of some subs and reserves. Then I'm promptly coming home and getting fucked up. The End.... P.S. Melissa, I need you to pet me. :( Mood: crappy Music: none

	2005.04.01  07.10 AHHHH..... My vacation will not come soon enough.....I'm so tired./whining Melissa...I love you and I miss you already. I think I'm going to go to Norm's and see how much leg I can drag home. ;) I guess I'm going to go out this weekend and hopefully it will make me less whiny/needy. I've just not been into the whole idea but I will do it, yo. Guess I need to get ready...this post is so random. Mood: tired Music: "Carve Your Heart Out "-Dashboard Confessional